Haha, I found this.




Which made me feel better, because my life just took a dive into crap on Monday. Aaron never ceases to amaze me, though, at how helpful he can be. Which probably is just making up for all the times he's been a complete shit head, but that's a different story for a different day.

Will post more later. Need Kit-Kats.

and i can't get into the doctor for another fucking week. hi, icing on the cake. awesome, delicious, poisonous icing.

Well, I got my hair cut by a professional in a salon for the first time ever today. As terrified as I was, I realized I probably should just trust the woman and let her do her thing. I present to you.. moi!

( before and after!!! )

1st pic -- 3 years ago
2nd pic -- 2 years ago
3rd pic -- 1 year ago
4th pic -- today.

So, I look kinda sick, but whatever. I think the general consensus is that I need a new dress, but quite frankly, I never wear it, except for these photos. It's now way too big and I probably should just fix it. Then wear it. But I'm so scared.

Anyway, yay.

I hate Mother's Day on postsecret.

Actually, I really just hate Mother's Day.

New work uniform. Kinda feel like a tool but whatever. I'm gonna win the Best Buy Beauty Pageant.

Brian sent me a link to this site called mixwit where you can make a "mix tape" online to send to your friends or whatever.


HERE IS MINE. I fully intend on making a real mix out of this to play in the car. The Klaxons cover of No Diggity is the freakin' bomb. Holy crap!

Never let people take pictures of you dancing. Lesson learned. ;]

Hello all. I have here a 6GB MP3 player. The brand is iriver, and the model is h10. I've had this little thing for a couple years, and I haven't really used it, so I would like to sell it. It holds 6GB of music [around 1500 songs], photos, text files, and also has an FM radio and voice recorder. It comes with a USB sync/charging cable. I'm sure I can scrounge up a pair of headphones if you are in need of a set to go with it. Let me know if you have any questions, either give me a call [(863) 255-4266], or e-mail me [shoutinganswers@gmail.com] if you would like to buy this!

I'm asking $100 or best offer. Here is a Wikipedia article about this iriver. Buy it! :)

If you are my Myspace friend, you have probably seen this, but:



Someday, I will be good at taking photos with very tall men.

I want to do you, Taylor Hanson. Gross chest hair, and all.

Okay, so.. does anybody wanna buy a new Cingular/AT&T Blackberry 8800? I have one for sale!




( info, pictures, buy it. )

Alright yall. Here's the deal. Susie is fine, and her baby Max is fine. The other 6 kittens that she apparently had in her, however, are dead. She gave birth to a dead one and Cat, Tracy and I took her to the vet the next day because she looked and felt completely miserable.

Dr. Irelan and his staff were so incredibly nice and understanding of her condition and the situation.. it was really good. He said we either had to give her a hysterectomy or put her to sleep -- obviously, I opted for the hysterectomy.

He took out 6 kittens which he said were all dead, had died at different times, and were too big, most likely because of the fact that she had a broken [fractured?] hip and held off on having the babies because it hurt/was uncomfortable for her. Anyway, she held off for too long because they died, and when they died, they began to poison her, which is why she was so sick. They said that if we had waited much longer, she would have died. But they fixed her for me.

I brought her home yesterday and she was obviously feeling pretty poor, but she's much much MUCH better today. She's purring and nursing Max [Maxine/Maximillian] and talking to me and running around.

SO! I am the owner of two very lucky kitties, thanks to the help and care of a very kind vet. It ended up only being around $200, and when I was frantically calling around to vets all around Lakeland to describe her condition and ask their advice.. I was told anywhere from $700-$300 for the procedure. So, that was good. Not that I can afford to just throw away $200, but at least I have a healthy mommy and baby.. which can be seen below. :]

WHAT UP SUSAN!


I think she's still confused on this whole "Mama" business, but she's getting better at it.


Max and Susie!


Everyone send Susie lots of love so that she can get better soon!!! :]

<33Laura

I am getting really really really really really REALLY FUCKING TIRED of people walking all over me. I try to be SO NICE to everyone and go out of my way to make sure that people are happy and that things are good.. and it's like.. it either goes completely unnoticed or unappreciated or I get my heart fucked around with. Wonder why I'm jaded and cynical and pissed off half the time? It's because of this SHIT.

Also, I fucking hate being lied to.

I love my cat so much that it makes me want to cry.




When I go to bed, he gets up on his pillow and sleeps next to me. Every single night.



And I wouldn't have it any other way!

I feel awful.

I think the source of my inability to be happy right now is the fact that my hair so desperately needs to be colored.

At least that's what I'm attributing it to.

I need hugs.

i'm getting old. but i lost 13lbs. !!

I'm going to go. I need to stop being such a shit head about opportunity.

Kristen and I are going to Los Angeles in August to visit a friend of hers. I'll feel it out then. If it's right, it's right.

My dad said tonight, "If things fall into place, you'll know it's the right thing to do. And if they don't.. who care? It could be worse."

I think I am scared because I know that I need this.

Brittany is moving to California. In August. To go to CalArts.

Brittany wants ME to move to California. In August. To go to CalArts.


NOW WHAT DO I DO.


Just moving out to California is something I always wanted to just do. I'm so so so scared. I've always been scared. I don't think I can do it just yet, but it is something I would love to do. I'm also scared that if I don't do it right now, I'll never do it. Which is the most likely thing to happen. SHE SAYS THERE'S CACTUS EVERYWHERE.

I don't wanna jinx myself, but.. I'm happy. :]

And now, I will use two of the worst photos of me ever to illustrate what I did today.